brain tax

I didn't realise thinking of something interesting to say every day would be quite this taxing.

I've come to the conclusion that I like looking forward to the future. And I like thinking about the past. But they both make me incredibly sad. How quickly time is flying past me. I hope I do some wonderful things that one day I will look back on filled with joy and sadness.

In other news I'm absolutely awful at living in the now.

I want(/need) something to happen. Something that'll change the way I look at my life or simply make me appreciate it a little bit more. It's been so long since anythings happened that's worth daydreaming over or worth forgetting myself a little bit for.

It's sunny (I'm British, get over it) out today, and I'd really quite like to go to the park with some lovely lovely people.

Life, you're so confusing. I love thee.