too early

It's 5 to 7 in the morning and I'm hurriedly completing an essay that I just couldn't handle last night. It'll be awful, but honestly I couldn't care less.

I used to be such a conscientious student.

Something horrible happened yesterday and I fear my mind will be fixated on it all day.

I have a silly school photo to be in today and there's no way on earth I'm going to look halfway decent for it. Oh well. My parents are used to awful school photos. It's not like you'll be able to see me anyway. I'll wear a bin bag with confidence and say it's all the rage in France.

Or, y'know, I'll wear something normal and fade into the background of so many people's lives.

Either way.