seventeen forever

The party last night was...bizarre. In so many different ways.

I wore a dress that had apples on it. Intrigued? You should be.

It's the Easter holidays now. A whole two glorious (revision filled) weeks of no college. Yet Sunday's still have the same feeling as they always do. A sense of lethargy coupled with an expectancy and impatience for the coming week.

I'm filled with a sense of nostalgia and awareness at the moment. I'm painfully aware of what September is going to bring and how everyone's growing up and how I can't shake this feeling of dread. I love my life. I adore my friends. I want to carry on feeling infinite and like the summer will be endless. Seventeen forever.

I think maybe this writing a little bit every day is good for me. Maybe it's not. Who cares? It's merely a blip in my life. A momentary endeavour.

I need to go listen to something happy and talk to someone good.